childhood experience, (channeling of some sort?)

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This experience happened almost constantly as a kid, almost like focusing your eyes, and unforcusing them, my default was to hear a "pre echo" of what other people said(rather were going to say) anytime I relaxed.
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... I shut off the spirit seeing at 13 after I thought 1 lied to me. I hadn't heard of reincarnation or soul family so turns out it didn't lie, I haven't figured out how to willingly turn either back on...

The first part: I don't think this is channeling, but rather pre-cognition (an aspect of clairvoyance). Now is it time bending or being in tuned in with conscious states (or are those even separate things) I'm not sure. (Edit: I hesitated to bring up the Déjà Vu aspect, but MFs post below does convey that aspect...it's hard to be precise about these things)

2nd part: yeah that sucks doesn't it, the fact that it got shut down most likely meant it was from positive sources, since they do not want to cause negative feelings. Something similar happened to me recently, where I felt my lower body was being energetically worked on in bed. I experienced a kundalini type feeling, but it startled me and I suddenly got paranoid that it was something bad that was happening (this thought was obviously suggested to me as a form of interference). Well the work immediately stopped (at least my perception of it) because of the induced fear response. If it was infact negatives, I would expect the process to continue, like when I get sleep paralysis episodes that I need to struggle out of.

As to how to get things going again? Well maybe the experience was only meant to be temporary to at least ground in the idea of these possibilities to be manifested in full at a later date. All we can do is continue working on ourselves and apply self care, and I believe our toolsets will one day be put to use when we and the world is ready. The fact that our guides/higher selves are silent on certain matters certainly indicates a greater plan to be 'strategically' revealed.