My wanderer story thus far...

[Wintersun]

The crossfading colour like the gif wintersun provided.. I get the exact same thing whenever I am meditating, healing or going to sleep, i do not just get a circle though, sometimes it is shapes which I try to make out but cant always, and my colour is the most rich and beautiful purple I can describe. when I have recieved a healing it sometimes changes to green, however its been purple most of my life.
Lissa

Hi Lissa! Sorry for the delayed response.. I've been quite busy lately!

Just wanted to comment on that crossfading color... I too have noticed it happens only when I'm deeply relaxed, contemplating, meditating, or before going to sleep. Even after waking up! So yes, it really does make sense!

Thank you for posting!

Dino

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I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes, my hand over my mouth trying not to break down with joy and astonishment...reliefe... hoping noone comes into my office..lol

I have not even finished reading the rest of your story...( before i write my own, i wanted to sit and read everyone else's) but i HAVE to post this....

I found this forum yesterday. I'm at work, in my office right now...and the points of light you are talking about... i see them too. I have been outside ( i'm a smoker ) 3 times today... and i'm looking around.. and i was thinking.. not 5 minutes ago.. i wonder if any of the others see this? Points of light that move...patterns....i can see past them , but when i LOOK, they are there. Is this normal? Does eveyone ( wanderers and the rest of the populated earth) see these?

Then i come to your story and i am just blown away....
I am so relieved that things are coming together, and i am not crazy, or going blind..lol I can't tell you when i started to see this, maybe always...but i'll elaborate more in my own story...
i love you... and thank you so much for sharing these experiences.

Godz~

Hi Godz!

Sorry too for the delayed response!

This is a fantastic synchronistic situation! I'm so glad my story helped you understand it all a little better and I'm glad it helped you realize you're not alone. Looking forward to reading your own story

Dino

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Very interesting story, Wintersun! Thanks for posting all the pix!

I too see the tiny dots. And my son asked if I saw them too, when he was very little. I usually don't notice them, but they're always there, if I decide to focus on them.

I've seen dragons an spaceships in clouds...not like the "Oh that cloud looks like a bunny" but a very definite, detailed design...as though it were made of clouds...used the cloud matter to materialize?

And, I see checkerboards and other geometric patterns when I rub my eyes...and a circle of light with a star in the middle...was told by a Kriya Yoga master that this is what I am reaching for in meditation.

So you are not alone!

I guess we're beginning to see the code in the Illusion...like Neo did in The Matrix...we're in a holodeck like in Star Trek, eh? And we're waking up.

Now that appearing/disappearing stuff...that sounds really trippy, but cool! I have experienced that with small objects...you know, like when you misplace something and you KNOW you looked in a certain place and it wasn't there, then later it is there? But we tell ourselves we just missed it the first time, but I KNOW I looked carefully and it really WAS NOT THERE! Then it appeared the next time...I always say that it popped in & out of this dimension...I had this cat who used to do that a lot...she would just disappear! No kidding...she was in a room an there was no way she could have gotten out, but she just wasn't there...she was very good at slipping out of this reality when she wanted to.

But since those were such small things (except maybe the cat) there's no way I could prove it, of course...

With such large things like buildings, wow, you must be seeing parallel universes...I can't think of any other explanation...unless maybe it was a 'false awakening'...you know, like when you're dreaming and think you are awake but aren't? Just a possibility to consider...

I remember a few years ago there was a discussion group on yahoo about people reporting timelines changing...I joined it for awhile but I never could figure out how they knew whether the timeline changed or not.

As we become more and more awake, and the veil thinner, it might become more difficult to know what is part of consensual reality and what is Dreamtime...or an alternate reality. The shamans say to cultivate awareness...totally live in the present moment...fully lucid all the time.

Thanks for sharing...I think it's pretty cool stuff.

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Hey Monica!

Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts!

I really like your Matrix (Neo) / Star Trek (holodec) analogy! Very insightful! And this cat you mentioned is really cool haha A time/space-traveling cat, imagine that

This "false awakening" term got me thinking. Could you elaborate a little bit more on that? Where can I look into it a little more? I've had that kind of situations when I was really dreaming. I would wake up several times in my dream and think I'm truly awake. I wonder what this means..?

And as I've said before about this time/space shifting... I believe it happens to everyone, it's only a matter of who is noticing it. So I don't think I'm special. Maybe slightly more aware, but I'm 100% sure anyone can do it if we try to look "beyond the obvious", and keep this mode constantly running in background.

For anyone more interested in consciousness and how it works, I would really reccomend books by Charles T. Tart! This guy really kicks ass in that field

Dino

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Hi Wintersun,
I noticed these specks of light too quite a while ago. If you watch closely some are stationary, others jump around a little, and still others go in circles. They are all specks of white light. If you really want to get blown away look for them on a foggy morning. The best way to see them is to look at a distance into the sky, then while still looking far away, focus near and wait a few seconds. They'll start to appear. The longer you stay that way the more you will see. After a while it begins to look like a stary night. I've always thought they were spirits/souls in their natural state in between incarnations. The sparks of life.
Have not experienced the appearing and disappearing of things. Think you might be shifting between timelines or present and future. Quite fascinating.
Namaste

Yes yes!! Fogy morning really makes them look incredibly dense! I'm so glad you've pointed this out!

Thank you so much for responding!

Dino

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I have seen these spots... since childhood. I once asked my teacher in 2nd grade if everyone looked through raindrops without it raining. Later in life I had a metaphysical teacher who said I was looking through the web of my soul.

I have come to see the drops (or dots) as energy-molocules
(for lack of a better term)... Same as seeing the grid know and again... like a holo-deck briefly exposed.

fairyfarmgirl

Thank you for sharing!

I really like this holodec idea! It's like we are seeing whats "beyond the obvious", as I've stated before

Dino