My Wanderer's Story

[Steppingfeet]

That night, i was laying down  and everything just started to hit me. I broke down  in  tears  and began to cry out to god. i had hit  rock bottom. i  felt  so unworthy and so small and begged god for  just a sliver of mercy, for help, for something. then in the middle of my cry  for help, i heard three quiet but powerful  words come into  my thoughts  that would  change my  life  forever, "It'll be alright." As soon as i heard  these words it felt like a  bucket  of warm tingling oil poured  over my entire body from  head to toe and i  felt  such  a  peace as i had never  felt before in my  life. i knew  i was in god's hands now and everything was going to be okay.

Wow, harrowing though your experience was, that gave me the chills. Many are the stories of those who, lost in the darkness, cut off seemingly from their own resources, travel to the extremes. Some don't come back (at least for a while). Others hold that precious sliver of faith that somehow, there is Something That Answers... or there is Help available... or there is some power or resource or meaning greater than the individual self.

"It'll be alright" - what a beautiful gift to you at your greatest moment of need.

After about 5 years of  this i had grew to a point  where  i felt grounded and well rounded  enough to go out  and  meet other people of different beliefs to converse with them  and  hopefully win them  over to the christian side. Turns out i would  be the one who was in for a suprise.

: ) Indeed.

The impact that L/L has had on my life has been megatonic.  I am so thankful for what they  are, what they have become and the super  great  resource  that they  have provided for our planet. They   are a bright lighthouse of love  and light for so  many.

"megatonic" - that's a new one on me. I'm sure that they appreciate knowing that their work has offered such an empowering light in your journey.

Welcome to the forums and to a brand new, non-incarcerated chapter of your life, Brandon! A prodigal story of redemption filled with so much hope and promise for the future. Blessings to the road to come.