03-20-2021, 05:45 PM
Fair enough. I will do to be less specific next time.
Though as far as I am concerned, taking an honest look at the issues influential people have or had gives one necessary context to take into account when considering the value of their influence. Martyr complex does not just count as a personal issue. It's ramifications extend into much of what one does and how that affects the world around oneself. Furthermore, it creates important context to take into consideration when looking at the distortions inherent in an influence's teachings. For example: one of my majour LHP influences is a Death Defies whose words are often incredibly wise, but sometimes (often times) they have a touch of bitterness to them. His ideas regarding emotions and love are well reasoned but clearly coming from a place of unheal. In the same vein, when I am taking ideas from Ra amd the L/L Research Center into account, I will be looking at the fruits of their philosophy by looking at them. And when I see discrepancies in what is being preached and what is being practiced, it is only natural that I will be turned off from it.
Now you may be thinking: "But wait, flawed people cam have good ideas, even if they do not live up to the ideals they espouse or create the (supposedly) intended results?"
Yes. And that's my point. At the same time, I recognize the effect of the people MAKING the point, as well as the implications that may underlie the points being made by such people or having such effects.
In regards to your question,
There are numerous reasons to explore LHP sources. Even if one is committed to the RHP, I see no reason to believe that one sided RHP myopia should be seen as useful in even RHP seeking. But I also wanted to understand the reasons for 6d negs discharging polarity. There are deeper reasons however, it seems. The willful flirting with thw dark and the light in a conscious way, I get the feeling it's a running thing throughout lifetimes, rooted in preincarnative trauma. I have been investigating quite heavily
Always, there are more questions. Clues lead to more mystery than answer. I have been told that this perpetual uncertainty is a major part of the warrior path, and a sign that one ia on it. That too, I meet with uncertainty.
Though as far as I am concerned, taking an honest look at the issues influential people have or had gives one necessary context to take into account when considering the value of their influence. Martyr complex does not just count as a personal issue. It's ramifications extend into much of what one does and how that affects the world around oneself. Furthermore, it creates important context to take into consideration when looking at the distortions inherent in an influence's teachings. For example: one of my majour LHP influences is a Death Defies whose words are often incredibly wise, but sometimes (often times) they have a touch of bitterness to them. His ideas regarding emotions and love are well reasoned but clearly coming from a place of unheal. In the same vein, when I am taking ideas from Ra amd the L/L Research Center into account, I will be looking at the fruits of their philosophy by looking at them. And when I see discrepancies in what is being preached and what is being practiced, it is only natural that I will be turned off from it.
Now you may be thinking: "But wait, flawed people cam have good ideas, even if they do not live up to the ideals they espouse or create the (supposedly) intended results?"
Yes. And that's my point. At the same time, I recognize the effect of the people MAKING the point, as well as the implications that may underlie the points being made by such people or having such effects.
In regards to your question,
There are numerous reasons to explore LHP sources. Even if one is committed to the RHP, I see no reason to believe that one sided RHP myopia should be seen as useful in even RHP seeking. But I also wanted to understand the reasons for 6d negs discharging polarity. There are deeper reasons however, it seems. The willful flirting with thw dark and the light in a conscious way, I get the feeling it's a running thing throughout lifetimes, rooted in preincarnative trauma. I have been investigating quite heavily
Always, there are more questions. Clues lead to more mystery than answer. I have been told that this perpetual uncertainty is a major part of the warrior path, and a sign that one ia on it. That too, I meet with uncertainty.