Orion Empire and Free Will

[Black Dragon]

If I am wrong then I guess I wlill just hang out in 3D until the universe ends and is reabsorbed into the creator. But IMO again I think that even in that circumstance the individual still exists, otherwise what was the exercise for?

Wanderers wander not just for service, but to send back experience to the SMC. So the experience is unique and based on the individual who is tasked, and everyone benefits.

I think we are all way over simplifying concepts here, and letting our egos preferences be projected instead of the higher/true self. That being said STS still seems like hell and is terrifying to me  

STS plays its role in the polarity/getting to know yourself/free will aspects, but ultimately is a dead end and not as rich an experience as STO, just comparing the two separately, though having the experience and then transitioning to STO can build character in unique ways that aren't necessarily a waste of time, though not the most efficient and sometimes painful. The part of STS I find most detestable has to do with the 3d realm mostly, which is preying on and manipulating and making miserable unpolarized/polarizing and STO innocents. I find it disgusting when it's 3d on 3d, and I find it disgusting when higher density STS beings play games with 3d planets and feed off people's misery.

The 4d and above STS, while bleak and grim, affords some options for the STS experience to be more discerning with their principles. You don't necessarily have to be a monster that preys on innocents. It's not as repugnant to me because there are no innocent victims, only other STS competitors. It gets tiring and its a dead end that can feel unfulfilling, but at least conquest and competition against fellow STS doesn't carry the weight and stigma of being a monster to innocent victims/a coward who can't pick on people their own size and preys on the innocent and weak.

5d and up, it's easy to avoid conflict and combat completely, even with other STS, and it is also possible to polarize all by yourself without having to feed on anyone's misery or enslave 3d beings or be a part of planetary ascension games. This solo self-pursuit without entropy is possible and effective  up to 6d where the time to integrate/entropy starts.

It's a tough path being "the boogeyman's boogeyman", but its possible to never hurt innocents or STO and just serve yourself against monsters and predators. While you have little to no polarity room to stop and care about those you are helping by doing it other than about their value or service to you, at least a person on this path would just be screwing over others who deserve it. You go into the dungeon and kill the big bosses and monsters, uproot your overlords and take their positions and stuff, but obviously are not going to share/robin hood unless it serves you to enrich your underlings, but aren't a monster that screws innocents either.

Perhaps even, in a weird case, a person in 3d might be able, knowing what they are doing, to polarize STS through intense discipline and introspection without ever enslaving or manipulating/preying on another self to do so, but it would be really, really challenging. They would have to probably be born into the right resources to take care of 3d s*** or acquire those in a somewhat honest manner, then just go crawl up their own ass metaphysically speaking and forget about the rest of humanity and leave it to burn while they pursued high level STS self-seeking of the magical personality.

I detest screwing innocents  but if I were randomly dropped into a 4d STS environment without having to worry about that, I'd have no problem making my way up. Still, having been there and done that and knowing better and fuller ways to exercise my free will and serve self/others/creation, I just don't see the point or logic of following the STS path anymore. It's a stepping stone for some people like being a hardcore atheist or fundamentalist Christian. Once you've broken the paradigm and realized how silly it is it's damn near impossible to go back.