A question for the advanced

[Indiken]

Hello.

I have read Ra Material 2 times.

After second time, the lights began appearing when I was sleeping.

The lights are primarily circles, golden, do not enlighten surroundings, looks 2d.

At first they were closer to me.

When they contacted I heard clanking sounds in my head.

Probably it was some initial attempts to connect. And probably unsuccesful.

Later the lights appeared farther.

The moment I wake up and look at them they dissappear.

The last time I felt I was given something. I felt the connection with my forehead and middle of the chest with a pleasurable feeling. I think it was information, because my consciousness interpreted the proccess as programming lines in the console with hex numbers(I am programming student now).

I wanted to write this letter yesterday, but decided not to. Because I have found Quo material to read.

I have read in the material, that one can ask for contact with Ra and it will be done in dreams. I tried tonight. I think I was given some crude answers to my questions.

My questions were about physical immortality and energy centers correlation with emotions.

I was given words of "programming" and year count and a picture of a world with a glow of orange.

What is the meaning of this? Am I crazy, am I deluding myself?

The only dream I remember from tonight was that there was a small spherical with a cicrle of light at the front which was in my room. I think it is in my room all the time, just in different dimension, scanning me. It was unconfortable and I feel hostile to it.

Ok, Thank You for reading and please share Your thoughts.