A question for the advanced

[zedro]

No one seems to open himself here, expect me.

I would say this is a biased viewpoint based on expectations (interesting synchronous typo you wrote above), but not non-typical from where you are coming from. Keep in mind, the indirectness may seem evasive, but it is very topical as there is a certain neutrality that people who teach try to maintain, because the personal nature of problems are only symptoms, and are not necessarily the Crux of the matter, which is that to discover and focus on. This is why people are recommending balancing, and that is work only you can ultimately accomplish. The forum is litered with personal experiences and tools for healing, it may just take some work to find answers and solutions that suit you. Nobody has a magic wand here, nor would you want them to. Some rudimentary advice is present however, it's up to you to pursue.

I will search for and post here my shadow work method from another thread.