A question for the advanced

[zedro]

I feel that You are evasive. Am Ok with that.

While there is a component that is part deeply personal and convoluted to explain, the main reality is once you have gone thru the process it becomes difficult to reconnect to those old feelings as they become distant memories, almost like trying to communicate a bad dream years later. If I say there were issues with self worth/esteem, confidence, interpersonal relationships, family/childhood baggage, issues with sexuality, addictions (substance and behavioral), etc etc, how useful is it, and how deep into detail around the circumstances would I need to get to be satisfactory? I could write a book on myself, and it would only be of value in a voyeristic sense, because while our problems are not unique, our experiences are. This is why I don't put much weight on the specifics, because at the end of the road, you understand them in a meta-sense, and you forget all the rocks and eddies, and just see the river as a whole. So is it just to satisfy your curiosity, or to have validation, or are you looking for a blueprint to follow? Because none of those things are all that useful for what you are trying to accomplish.