A question for the advanced

[J.W.]

Indiken,

Relax,

"Your staircase lies on the whispering wind."

Going full circle to your original questions, and your imprints on this thread.

What I see is that you are slowly, but surely starting to see "yourself" through the interactions with others on here.
I see a "detached" tone and a "sincere/respectful-ish" tone as you talk about your shadow and light.

You pop off with really dark statements... which triggers others to respond to you in a sympathetic way, as we are genuinely concerned about you.

Then you "floor it" right back up to being humble and respectful.... and apologetic.... Then right back to asking questions again...

As an observer, I see this fluctuation in your behavior and energy... coupled with a semi-detached tone. (This is not a bad thing, just a personality disassociation thing people do to "protect" themselves in confrontational situation) You can read about this in Psychology 101. It's not bad, just something I see you doing.

Then right back at being "confused" ... and mystified by what, and why people do what they do on the forum....

There is this up up down down left right left right thing you are doing..... My dude, we are all going to see Ra materialize and doing backflips in a Marry Poppins outfit here soon. (Lol, I kid.)

I'll leave you with this,

Existence is a pendulum, it swings one way.. then the other... Each choice we make pushes it a little further, and further, but eventually... it balance out.

with l/l