hello JohnnyB, welcome here... 
I feel that all advices above are quite interesting, and might help a lot ?
Here is another small angle you may decide to try. Imagine this is sort of the end of your life and you look back at the kind of relationship you had with her. How grateful are you for the years and moments spent with her. Considering your feelings to day towards her and the idea to perhaps be against together, it seems to me quite a beautiful experience, even if it would end now.
Now if you have time, would you read Michael Newton's journey of souls ? it has quite a few examples of something close to what you are living and it might give you just another angle to look at it and perhaps find comfort there, just where you are now.
Good seeking, too,
I feel that all advices above are quite interesting, and might help a lot ?
Here is another small angle you may decide to try. Imagine this is sort of the end of your life and you look back at the kind of relationship you had with her. How grateful are you for the years and moments spent with her. Considering your feelings to day towards her and the idea to perhaps be against together, it seems to me quite a beautiful experience, even if it would end now.
Now if you have time, would you read Michael Newton's journey of souls ? it has quite a few examples of something close to what you are living and it might give you just another angle to look at it and perhaps find comfort there, just where you are now.
Good seeking, too,
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