(02-11-2011, 09:46 AM)Ankh Wrote: Which brings it to my own history. After being placed and raised in a really negative STS environment I've learned to become STS myself. But boy oh boy, was I a poor student! Everything inside of me screamed in pain and it felt like razor blades, but I was too blind and broken inside to put all the pieces together. The veil is too thick. What got me to change the polarity? Love of course. I felt deep love for another self. And decided that I couldn't be that person anymore. I wanted to be a "better person" and slowly but surely began to work myself back to the polarity where I belong. Was it worth it? Was all that suffer and pain worth the inner knowing that even in a blind state I am STO? I don't know. Honestly I don't understand it. There is no wisdom applied here right now. I will have to ponder this more to see and destill that wisdom, but right now I don't think that so much suffer and pain caused by my blind actions both to myself and others self were worth that "free will" choice. I should ask Unity100 what he thinks. He seems so sure about that whole free will and bellicose nature thing. I am not. What do you think, unity?
making such precise identifications and analyzes about someone's life experience in regard to deeper levels is impossible, because there can be infinite number of things at play :
there could be a karmic debt being paid.
there could be a complicated plan, for making up for a particular lacking understanding or teaching.
there may be other plans to make up for some other things in a grand scale.
it may be necessary to do these, for being able to keep up with the times and vibrations to release them at a later date.
impossible.
we may be able to identify certain, general energy/ray situations in certain occasions, because they are easy to identify and analyze. we can say 'this is situation x, with such and such energies at play', and the person can go and look at the situation, do some tests, and verify it,
but, we cannot be able to exactly identify why something is happening, and for what end.
these are subjective.
(02-20-2011, 10:53 AM)zenmaster Wrote: I agree with Spero's interpretation here in that the ~20% represents their total harvest in their 75,000-year 3rd density.
If you do not think that's the case, then also consider why their population would be almost the same, 38.5 million, 25,000 years apart?
Venus:
end of 1st minor cycle: ?
end of 2nd minor cycle: 38,500,000 <--- misunderstanding
end of 3rd minor cycle: 38,500,000
Earth:
end of 1st minor cycle: ?
end of 2nd minor cycle: 345,000
end of 3rd minor cycle: 6,830,000,000
because entities join to planets during its cycles, just like how 2 wanderers joined venus during its experience.
in case you notice, they give that 6 million number out of 30-32 million. when speaking of total harvest, they say 38 million. so, it seems, 6 million joined.