There where some strange feelings the whole live, specially to feel different from most of the people.
But there was no such "position" of an outstanding observer.
I was no spiritual man, but believed in somewhat of a higher universal energy.
After i had read Ra, i only could find my diffuse "vision" of the universe confirmed and described in a really detailed way.
At this time there is no active experimenting with the concepts of LOO, it is more like not supressing it any more with the intellect.
The shame and fear of feeling different has gone. Whatever happens can be accepted as mission.
But there was no such "position" of an outstanding observer.
I was no spiritual man, but believed in somewhat of a higher universal energy.
After i had read Ra, i only could find my diffuse "vision" of the universe confirmed and described in a really detailed way.
At this time there is no active experimenting with the concepts of LOO, it is more like not supressing it any more with the intellect.
The shame and fear of feeling different has gone. Whatever happens can be accepted as mission.
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