(02-22-2011, 11:27 AM)Confused Wrote:(02-22-2011, 09:27 AM)Ankh Wrote: ...I should offer myself as a channel...
What exactly did you mean by that, Ankh, give your circumstances?
What I mean is this:
If I see a person suffer in the last hours of his/hers life, struggling, and feeling anxiety of dying, and don't want to let go - should I consciously offer myself as a channel to this person without anyone present (patient and the relatives) knowing it?
What I would do in that situation is consciously reach out to the intelligent energy and offer myself to be Its channel and then consciously reach out to that dying person's unconsciousness/Higher Self and offer them that energy? (Not to heal the physical body I suppose as it is useless at that point, but to smoothe the transitional process from physical life to the afterlife; but being a channel I am not trying to think about what is needed and what is not, just trying to stay blank and let the energy work with what is appropriate for that person).
By consciously reaching out I mean that there is a desire to help this person because I see that person's suffer and it evokes a will inside of me to help. But it also means that I am not asked to do this and might be affected by situation on the unconscious level, and might cross the line ending up in the yellow ray. Which is very serious.
(02-22-2011, 12:38 PM)Derek ~ Wrote: My immediate intuitive response is to say that you should focus on offering emotional healing for the time-being, and see how that goes..
You mean like holding a hand and say something nice, not being healing in metaphysical way?
(02-22-2011, 12:38 PM)Derek ~ Wrote: I certainly would never involve your will using yellow ray healing, making sure your intent is pure to only offer yourself as a channel.
Me neither! But it's not always that easy, brother. Sometimes there are unconscious thoughts and desires and other stuff that makes situation not always that clear as you would like to.
(02-22-2011, 12:38 PM)Derek ~ Wrote: More importantly I'd self-reflect on why as a healer, have you placed yourself in that kind of charged emotional atmosphere.
Good question! At first I thought that it would be a great place for me...
(02-22-2011, 12:38 PM)Derek ~ Wrote: You don't need to feel like anything is your duty..
It feels like it might be... or not...
(02-22-2011, 12:38 PM)Derek ~ Wrote: Can't you open your own unlicensed unrecognized healing business? Or does Sweden not even allow that?
Yes, they do. But I don't feel like it is my "calling". Not yet anyway.