Ethical dilemma

[native]

Hehe, no please stay! We need you. Well I was just looking in the material where it says blue deals with communication to the self and others, honesty with the self...identifying with the self and allowing these attributes to be expressed. It seems to be the culmination of all the lower energies and then allowing that to come through you. Issues would manifest as feeling like you can't be yourself, or that no one understands you because you're not presenting yourself honestly on the exterior..your true nature feels pent up and you want to break free..which may also show up as the inability to feel love because you can't communicate it or feel that communication, because a lack of connection with the true self (but I could be wrong). It's like they're loving a shell image of you, but you have no emotional connection to that image so nothing is felt..again, just a theory because I could be way off as it relates to blue energy.

Blue energy is a focal point in this incarnation for me. This manifests physically as trouble with speaking clearly to people. Not in a nervous way, but literally..I fumble my words and my ideas are jumbled sometimes. I probably should slow down and start talking like some Eastern sage, with long pauses between thoughts In my mind my thoughts are clear as day..I must be used to telepathy! I've made major strides though. But yeah, to be vague I have trouble with presenting my true self in that I don't want to hurt others. I'm trying to be myself and embrace what I know without infringing on others beliefs..I don't want to shatter their paradigm.

So to work with this energy, one would truly allow themselves to be who they are on the outside without fear. Wisdom..it's owning the self! You have a right to your needs, wants, and desires. This balances that loving green energy, so you don't neglect yourself.

But there's also a line of caution in there that I was just reading, which I was referring to when I said I could be wrong by confusing energies, let me find it..

48.9 Questioner: Could you tell me how the various bodies, red through violet, are linked to the energy centers, red through violet? Are they linked in some way?

Ra: I am Ra. This shall be the last full query of this working.

As we have noted, each of the true color densities has the seven energy centers and each entity contains all this in potentiation. The activation, while in yellow-ray, of violet-ray intelligent infinity is a passport to the next octave of experience. There are adepts who have penetrated many, many of the energy centers and several of the true colors. This must be done with utmost care while in the physical body for as we noted when speaking of the dangers of linking red/orange/yellow circuitry with true color blue circuitry the potential for disarrangement of the mind/body/spirit complex is great. However, the entity who penetrates intelligent infinity is basically capable of walking the universe with unfettered tread.