07-26-2021, 02:17 PM
(07-26-2021, 04:34 AM)tadeus Wrote: Normally i get into such a state when the Ego and Higher Self is in harmony.
So it is not felt as an different identity, it's more to go into an neutral position beyond the Ego like an observer.
And the 'mode' is not the analyzing of the "I am" and instead the exploring of surrounding beings.
This projection into plants and animals is described by Rudolf Steiner as exercise for an adept.
My experience of conversing with higher self is really conversing with myself.
But he/she/it always appears with different 'avatars' never appears with the same appearance twice, perhaps a message that 'this' avatar is just one avatar among many of my / our avatars. Some of those avatars looks weird, thus I'm not sure that it's even human and I have no words to describe it, never seen it before.
We share the same style of communication and also share the same style of humor.
Sometimes a distinctive humor mentioning an event which I've experienced, convincing me that this 'other person' that I'm communicating with at the very least knew every detailed events that happened in my current life.
There are occasions however when I see both my current physical appearance/avatars and other avatars from truly 3rd person perspective. So I'm witnessing both 'current me' and 'other me' from neutral 3rd person perspective. That's what makes me to conclude that I'm actually a point of view.
Like moving around in Google Earth, move the mouse left up right down, zoom in to an avatar's perspective or zoomed out to have 3rd person perspective.