Seeking guidance through fear

[Diana]

...the message I am getting is that I've already made my bed.

Welcome Celestial.

I personally do not think that anyone at any time has already made their bed. This universe is constantly changing, constantly evolving. Even advanced adept STS individuals, according to Ra, can switch polarities rapidly in 6D. So I do not think you or anyone is stuck with any path and its potential consequences.

Something we can all agree on no matter what one believes is: We are here now, and we have this life. At the very least, we can decide how to live this life. Not that it is easy—human society can be chaotic and challenging. Since we are under a veil here, we really can't know what lies beyond (though speculating and exploring is something a lot of us are compelled to do, me included). So what I do, while wondering endlessly about the bigger picture of existence, is endeavor to make the best out of this life at hand right now. That is not to say I do anything great, or I don't make mistakes every day.

So, even if you become that star so far away from other stars, space is not empty. There are entities everywhere in many dimensions. Shining light to them is also a good thing. But since you understand something about energetic pathways, maybe you will consider that no matter how isolated you may feel or imagine yourself to be in the future, everything is still connected at a level not always perceived.

A great book that deals with the idea that we can be limited in perception is Flatland. It's a thought experiment in fiction form to advance thinking on what it might be like in a different dimension higher than our own 3D existence. You may find it interesting.