Divine Re-Invention

[Vestige]

... And, still, I find the conversation mirrors the external.  As I turn to a more stable appreciation and study of and working with energy centers, so too can it be found here.  Maybe this is coincidence; I choose to see it as a great gift of synchronicity that is bringing us together just as I have been brought closer together with my family.

Patrick

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What makes me believe I once walked the negative path is that I know of the pleasures that many negative acts bring.

None of it comes from my current incarnation. It makes me a bit queasy to imagine doing any of that while being the person that I am right now.

But it makes it easy for me to forgive negative acts such as rape for example. Because I remember dimly how it feels to be the perpetrator. Of course I also remember what it feels to be the victim. One thing is for sure, there is no net gain for the Creator. The bad feelings of the victim far outweigh the pleasures of the perpetrator.

 Patrick, first, I would like to affirm that you are, if there was any doubt, completely worthy of acceptance.  And I am greatly honored that you and many here have been sharing your own experiences with and of negativity - it reminds me that we all have that '360-degree self,' it reminds me that I too can be forgiven (and, also, forgive), and that we can all (and will!) move forward, together.  

Patrick, this is also, I believe, a very insightful statement you have made in in part because of its connection with this passage:

31.14 ▶ Questioner: I was thinking more of the possibility of the Orion group having influenced, say, certain members of the Third Reich who I have read reports of having sexual gratification from the observation of the, in some cases, the gassing and killing of entities in the gas chambers.


Ra: I am Ra. We shall repeat these entities had the potential for sexual energy buildup. The choice of stimulus is certainly the choice of the entity. In the case of which you speak, these entities were strongly polarized orange ray, thus finding the energy blockage of power over others, the putting to death being the ultimate power over others; this then being expressed in a sexual manner, though solitary.
In this case the desire would continue unabated and be virtually unquenchable.
You will find, if you observe the entire spectrum of sexual practices among your peoples, that there are those who experience such gratification from domination over others either from rape or from other means of domination. In each case this is an example of energy blockage which is sexual in its nature.

As Ra has said elsewhere, what these entities seek at their core is the green ray.  The desire persists because the perpetrator, as we might say, is trying to achieve a complete satisfaction.  Yet, can the satisfaction be complete if there is no dignity given to the other-self, which is the microcosm of the every-self? So, where desire would have been quenched if it were desire to also satisfy the other, which extends to the all, instead the desire becomes all, and yet ends with the other, so that it is the desire that becomes eternal for the perpetrator or possessor of that desire.