Hello Epsilon and thank you for sharing with us, it sounds like you are going through something difficult and I hope you are doing better at this time.
I do not know what you've been through and with whom, but I felt that I may have some insight to offer in general to this thread and it's readers.
Firstly I'd like to address to the part that you say your posts are being viewed regularly, though your account is only a few months old and you haven't posted much.
This leads me assume that you have another account? I understand that you may have your reasons. But this only creates further confusion among the readers and more so to the few whom are sensitive and/or schizophrenic.
From personal experience and point of view, there is nothing worse in a veiled experience than to be treated by another as if they know more about you than you do about yourself, more so in spiritual terms because as the LOO teaches, this is not the density of understanding. Rather one of learning love, service and free will.
So perhaps this is what has pushed this person away from you, but do not be devastated due to illusory separation. As all others are the one same creator, and this creator has a leaning towards kindness.
I wish you and your friend well, that you find peace and clarity.
I do not know what you've been through and with whom, but I felt that I may have some insight to offer in general to this thread and it's readers.
Firstly I'd like to address to the part that you say your posts are being viewed regularly, though your account is only a few months old and you haven't posted much.
This leads me assume that you have another account? I understand that you may have your reasons. But this only creates further confusion among the readers and more so to the few whom are sensitive and/or schizophrenic.
From personal experience and point of view, there is nothing worse in a veiled experience than to be treated by another as if they know more about you than you do about yourself, more so in spiritual terms because as the LOO teaches, this is not the density of understanding. Rather one of learning love, service and free will.
So perhaps this is what has pushed this person away from you, but do not be devastated due to illusory separation. As all others are the one same creator, and this creator has a leaning towards kindness.
I wish you and your friend well, that you find peace and clarity.