04-10-2022, 12:58 AM
Very well put Zedro and I really appreciate your input here. I feel I'm becoming more grounded, more detached from the label of "wanderer", only gradually but it's happening. The initial high of realising (feeling) I was a wanderer was beautiful, but I can't help but feel it's a label I've become attached to, while it leaves me more detached from others and my surroundings on earth.
I see up to now that it's almost taken me away from my mission, while I feel I've made no ego out of this in terms of feeling I'm above anyone for thinking I'm a wanderer, I've definitely spent too long in the narrative of wondering where my soul originates from as if this information is more important than my present lifetime on earth. A lot has sunk in since I posted this thread yesterday.
I just want to focus on the now and enjoy being a human being for the time being
I see up to now that it's almost taken me away from my mission, while I feel I've made no ego out of this in terms of feeling I'm above anyone for thinking I'm a wanderer, I've definitely spent too long in the narrative of wondering where my soul originates from as if this information is more important than my present lifetime on earth. A lot has sunk in since I posted this thread yesterday.
I just want to focus on the now and enjoy being a human being for the time being