Being a wanderer...

[tadeus]

I see up to now that it's almost taken me away from my mission, while I feel I've made no ego out of this in terms of feeling I'm above anyone for thinking I'm a wanderer, I've definitely spent too long in the narrative of wondering where my soul originates from as if this information is more important than my present lifetime on earth. A lot has sunk in since I posted this thread yesterday.

I just want to focus on the now and enjoy being a human being for the time being

I think it is a fallacy that you think you are above anyone just because you allow yourself to be a wanderer.
You are feeling to be different, but want to be like the others, not to be separated from them.
How you will be able to love yourself?

It is the same self like the others, but only in an different state of development.

Indeed, when this inner struggle cannot be mastered, or the mission of the life not fulfilled at this time, it is a good idea to enjoy the time as human being in this incarnation and density.