(05-01-2022, 12:19 PM)sillypumpkins Wrote: As I laid in bed, I began to feel this feeling utter terror. It was as though I was looking at an HP Lovecraft monster with my minds eye. Or if there was another human trapped in me, screaming. In between feeling absolutely horrified, I would occasionally hear little voices telling me to kill myself, that I'm no good, etc. Or the voices would just be screaming.
Has anyone experienced this before?
I have experienced something like this about 3 times, but not under the influence of alcohol.
It was like a nightmare in which something extremely dark was trying to take possession of me and suffocate me.
At that moment, however, I abruptly awake and was able to actively push back this attack, but a real traumatization remained for some time about it.
There is a connection to strong involvement with the Ra-material and service to others, so in the reflection this is interpreted as a psychic / physical greeting.
It helps to try to generate a mental shield of light and to ask the guardian spirits for support.
jafar has described this in other form:
(05-05-2022, 02:13 AM)jafar Wrote: On next occurence try to work on focusing your mental condition / mood, let's say you happened to be 'tuned in' to the lower frequency station, try to uplift your mood by recalling nice or joyful experience, remember your loved ones, family, parents, children anything or recall any nice memory on your vacation... then you will experience the 'shifting' of the realm around you and also the 'being' that you encountered.
This is what many people refer to 'moving up to higher realm', which actually shifting your consciousness to focus on higher frequency range.
Or 'tuning the dial' on the radio.