05-08-2022, 07:35 PM
Thank you so much for your responses guys, they mean a lot.
Ada, I really love the simplicity and beauty of your message. I guess this is so, it's all I could put it down to, that I wanted to help and serve in this lifetime. When I awakened, I became aware that despite the hardships of my life, the frustration, the anger, the pain and the turmoil, that I had been helping all along. That even though I always didn't feel great and always felt positive, others could still feel my energy and I had been serving without even realising. Your message really hit the heart though, in a good way, so thank you for what you've said.
SpiritualChaos, it seems the negatives are well aware who we are and it's a little crazy to know that they start their "work" on us at such a young age. With night terrors etc, but it seems we also have the strength to go through this and in regards to your son, I did grow out of the night terrors which the doctor said I would. Really, I just became conscious when I was having one, so it seems awareness is the key here. It sounds like he has a great mom who is spiritually aware, so just your presence must aid him greatly.
It's weird that we chose to have a service to self sibling, I too let him have his day in the end and he also fought for my mom's attention etc. What these beings don't realise is that there is karma to their actions, if you're splitting up family members and depriving beings of the love from others they deserve (your family), there are repercussions to this. Whether they are conscious of being service to self or not, being service to self does not mean to just be outright nasty 24/7. It is a skillful path, and the service to self beings I have been around were not skillful, they were just nasty and unthoughtful, but they did cause a lot of damage in some ways.
It seems you and your partner have a very strong connection, and I think all relationships are designed to test us in some ways. I too struggle to see the negative intentions in others, but over the years the "armour of light" has served me so well. It is really a bias that a wanderer needs, and as long as the alarm bells are ringing for your eventually, at least you finally get to see another's true intentions and polarity, as opposed to being completely blind.
It would be great if your partner joined, the more wanderers connecting, the better
it sounds like he has a lot of insight to share and could offer his perspective and slant on things. I share both of your views on negatives, I find it amusing in the sense that they are very obsessed with the positives. They are very deluded and the ones on earth I have met, were weak and unskilled...but I also think it's very sad that they can reign such terror for no reason and cause havoc to polarise.
I may just message you at some point, thank you so much for what you've shared with me, I really felt understood and it helped to relieve my heart a lot.
Much love and light to you too!
Ada, I really love the simplicity and beauty of your message. I guess this is so, it's all I could put it down to, that I wanted to help and serve in this lifetime. When I awakened, I became aware that despite the hardships of my life, the frustration, the anger, the pain and the turmoil, that I had been helping all along. That even though I always didn't feel great and always felt positive, others could still feel my energy and I had been serving without even realising. Your message really hit the heart though, in a good way, so thank you for what you've said.
SpiritualChaos, it seems the negatives are well aware who we are and it's a little crazy to know that they start their "work" on us at such a young age. With night terrors etc, but it seems we also have the strength to go through this and in regards to your son, I did grow out of the night terrors which the doctor said I would. Really, I just became conscious when I was having one, so it seems awareness is the key here. It sounds like he has a great mom who is spiritually aware, so just your presence must aid him greatly.
It's weird that we chose to have a service to self sibling, I too let him have his day in the end and he also fought for my mom's attention etc. What these beings don't realise is that there is karma to their actions, if you're splitting up family members and depriving beings of the love from others they deserve (your family), there are repercussions to this. Whether they are conscious of being service to self or not, being service to self does not mean to just be outright nasty 24/7. It is a skillful path, and the service to self beings I have been around were not skillful, they were just nasty and unthoughtful, but they did cause a lot of damage in some ways.
It seems you and your partner have a very strong connection, and I think all relationships are designed to test us in some ways. I too struggle to see the negative intentions in others, but over the years the "armour of light" has served me so well. It is really a bias that a wanderer needs, and as long as the alarm bells are ringing for your eventually, at least you finally get to see another's true intentions and polarity, as opposed to being completely blind.
It would be great if your partner joined, the more wanderers connecting, the better
it sounds like he has a lot of insight to share and could offer his perspective and slant on things. I share both of your views on negatives, I find it amusing in the sense that they are very obsessed with the positives. They are very deluded and the ones on earth I have met, were weak and unskilled...but I also think it's very sad that they can reign such terror for no reason and cause havoc to polarise.I may just message you at some point, thank you so much for what you've shared with me, I really felt understood and it helped to relieve my heart a lot.
Much love and light to you too!
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