A Comprehensive Analysis of the Covid-19 Crisis

[Diana]

Let say you finally realize that you are eternal... no, not just in concept, but in full, and totality, you do not fear death as you are truly without doubt in the existence of your being-ness. 

I think I can safely say that I have realized this as much as a veiled person can, since this "knowing" was conscious since I was a little girl—not from religion, but from my own thoughts. I say this because I wonder if anyone here can have more than this level of knowledge or intuition regarding the eternal nature of beings, here under the veil in 3D. Perhaps, if one has reached the stage of an Adept.

 

So you suffer, horrifically suffer through the tyranny and torture, then you die with out an ounce of strength to even shed a tear. 

What then? 

Anger? Vengeance? you swear in your eternal existence to take down that chubby bad-hair-doo-of-a-dictator? and commit eternal pursuit to martyr yourself in the madness and maelstrom to destroy such vile part of creation? 

or are you going to choose forgiveness and get on the heck out of here to the next level?

If I want to express freely who I am in this existence it does not follow (necessarily) that not being able to for one reason or another must result in anger and vengeance. Not wanting to be in the mindset of a martyr is a big reason I don't like the idea of just accepting any worldly "unpleasantness" as you put it. I don't resonate with the Jesus way of sacrificing and martyrdom; I am more in a place of balancing love with wisdom. Some comments from Ra on the subject:

42.6 Questioner: In the last session you made the statement that “We, that is Ra, spent much time/space in the fifth density balancing the intense compassion gained in fourth density.” Could you expand on this concept with respect to what we were just discussing?

Ra: I am Ra. The fourth density, as we have said, abounds in compassion. This compassion is folly when seen through the eyes of wisdom. It is the salvation of third density but creates a mismatch in the ultimate balance of the entity.

Thus we, as a social memory complex of fourth density, had the tendency towards compassion even to martyrdom in aid of other-selves. When the fifth-density harvest was achieved we found that in this vibratory level flaws could be seen in the efficacy of such unrelieved compassion. We spent much time/space in contemplation of those ways of the Creator which imbue love with wisdom.

103.4 Questioner: The instrument asks the question why she lost her joy in the recent past? Would Ra comment, please?

Ra: I am Ra. The instrument made a free-will decision not to address the physical catalyst causing great pain by means of the allopathically prescribed chemical compound which the instrument was sure would be efficacious due to its reliance upon the suggestions of Ra. Thus the catalyst was given in a more complete form. The outer service to others became nearly impossible, causing the entity to experience once again the choice of the martyr; that is, to put value in a fatal action and die or to put value on consciousness of the creation and of the One Creator and, thereby, live. The instrument, through will, chose the latter path. However, the mind and mental/emotional distortions did not give the support to this decision necessary to maintain a state of unity which this entity normally experiences and has experienced since its incarnation’s beginnings.
Since this catalyst has been accepted, the work begun to remove distortions blocking the indigo ray might well be continued apace.

 

If I can say this through a bullhorn to all wanderers until you hears it.... but I can't, so please excuse the caps.. 

"YOU KEEP GETTING SWEPT UP IN THE MAELSTROM FROM WHICH YOU HAD INCARNATED TO AID THE DESTRUCTION"

The above quote from Ra is part of what I meant when saying that free will matters to me (free will being the first distortion according to Ra). I prefer a free environment within which to express my uniqueness which is the very thing I as a unique entity have that can aid this reality from destruction.

It does not necessarily follow that in resonating with free will, an entity or wanderer is getting swept up in the maelstrom, though that could be a possibility. It might just mean that an entity is aware of the concept of free will. In my own case, I like, for example, the idea that I may move around freely, to interact freely, to think freely, and to express myself freely. Whatever blocks are put in place toward that end will be what they will be, in acceptance I will do what I can do within that environment; but that doesn't mean it's my preferred environment or that I resonate with blocks or that I even like them; nor does it mean I will fight to restore freedom; nor does it mean I won't forgive those who created the blocks; nor does it mean I will plunge into martyr mode and sacrifice myself—because doing so creates separation in my view. Martyrdom, while it is a valid choice, separates the self from others, making others more important than self, and this imbalance is not something I persoanlly seek.