Wanderers that are "karmically involved"

[Phoenix]

My heart goes out to your friend and you,

Please do not feel alone in this situation, as myself and others have experienced it.

This moment is for you, and your friend,

We loves you, and we care.

I do hope the community Stewardess circle can provide resources for you with mental health assistant in your area.
If not, please try to seek counseling with the recent event.

My background in the field does provide me with a scope of practice and insight, and any suicides are not without effects to other-self.

Be strong, you have no idea how strong you are.

Feel free to reach out if you feel incline,

I can communicate with you, and listen as another soul,
but I do want you to know that I can't provide professional services for many reasons.

This is something you should, and I strongly suggest seeking,
as someone that have read the Law of One, I hope in your seeking for a therapist, you can discern from those who listen from the heart, or their mind, or both.

Last but not least, I am not sure if you are the same "pheonix" from before? "evolving pheonix?"

if you are, please stay away from that pos that pull members off of this forums to join his "private club" and goes on and on about himself as being a "mentor" and "savior." Telling you to "merge" with his reality and shite. 

His attitude and personality comes off as "heh, I know of this angel, or that angel" (if you know who I am talking about)   

Focus on yourself, take care, and look towards the goodness in life,
Much love Pheonix

I have never gone by the name 'Evolving Phoenix'. Or asked anyone to join a private club. I was on the site before amongst great disharmony but if you joined in 2020 that was before your time. My last posts are from 2015. Obviously there has been time to mature in this period.


I have a therapist (Partly from all the crap she put me through, she lied a great deal at the end, made up a whole web of confusion), also dream interpretation and I am now heavily Christian. The reason for posting was actually the question I posted not really looking for that kind of personal help from this site. Since there is not much that can modify for the moment what I am sure will be a long grieving process.


In the midst of this though that is a genuine personal insight of mine which I did think was interesting. We are pretty close to the harvest by what most people believe. The girl will probably not be able to incarnate and change her behaviour before the next 5 or 10 years when Harvest is supposed to happen. The statements from the Law of One are that Wanderers cannot leave third density if they are karmically involved. (12.28). One of the things that made me think the spirits would always keep her out of this was that she is a Wanderer, although this assumption was not completely conscious. In a way I am kind of mapping out what my potential future will hold in other lives. Imagining what it will be like to be in another life and have us be friends. But it may very well be that things do not work out like that for some reason.


I imagine my higher self, which I would be fused with upon harvest, would not hold a grudge against her. If I was to think personally that I do not want to come back for her choice, my higher self and us as beings "up there", I am sure would simply make the loving choice and I would be back. Especially if she regretted the friendship, that we would have had after this point, that we have now missed.


If she was able to harvest I may see her in a couple of years I suppose but that isn't the case on a strict reading of the LOO and it is also not particularly clear what the harvest will actually look like.