L&L7

[IndigoSalvia]

Finally my oldest son challenged my views about a God who needed to kill his own son so that we did not have to go to hell. "What kind of almighty God is that?", he asked. I had no good answer to that, and this was my final wake up call. 

Welcome here, L&L7. Gosh, this sounds familiar. Sitting in Sunday school and church, I asked similar questions as a child to my mother: why is this god vengeful, punitive, egomaniacal? As a 9 or 10 year old, my heart and soul simply did not resonate with this version of god. Yet, I still longed for something to fill that spiritual gap so I searched as I walked through life. Fast forward. Nothing else seemed to "fit" me as well as Law of One. 

Thank you for sharing your story.