Why do you believe in the Ra material?

[Veszna]

I was 43, when I first read LOO.
By then I was knee-deep in the dark night of the soul, but that's more ironic, because my whole life has been a dark night of the soul, so I'm used to it. I've known since childhood that I'm not from here, I'm not a original Earthling, thanks to the fact that from time to time scenes from another life appear in my memories. I have also had many spiritual and mystical experiences, and nothing could answer my questions on these experiences.

I'm not saying I don't feel alienated here right now, but LOO is a piece of home for me. I understand it, resonates with me and explains things that nothing and no one has been able to do.
Especially about my "other part, my half", and the energy exchange between us/I don't call twin flame or mate, these words are just notions, the 3D words can't discribe the phenomenon. /

New Age wasn't for my taste, its explanations seem too cheap to me, and the religions don't know what I'm experiencing, or they're afraid of it.
So the LOO is my inner compass, not perfect, but this knowledge is the closest thing to perfect in this reality.
At least to me.