03-10-2011, 04:00 PM
Ocean, I've also taken cars to represent the state of your physical body. If it was broken down, are you having any health issues, or having a hard time integrating your mental, physical and spiritual bodies?
I think the fact that you left the bus would be a good sign..like you're breaking out of preconceived notions, and also perhaps realizing the transcendental nature of your body. Being in the sky usually represents freedom to me, so it's like you were stepping out into freedom? Blue almost always represents communication to me, but light blue reminds me of angelic presences.
Food usually means wisdom in my dreams. If you were eating food you consider to be unhealthy, perhaps you have taken in some information lately that is not particularly of use to your path of resonation? That would just be my interpretation.
Aaron, my "seizures" are recurring in both waking and sleeping. Usually I feel as if I am being invaded...I lose control of my body and my tongue. I've spoken in gobbledegook that people have said sounded like any number of languages. If I'm lucky I just convulse and grunt like a regular seizure, but there have been times I've gotten very violent, attacking my friends, trying to strangle myself and slamming my head into the floor. The entire time I'm fully aware of what I'm doing, but I can't stop...it's like being in the back seat of a car but you're not driving. I also get incredibly strong, though that could just be all the adrenaline that starts racing when that happens. As I said, it's usually much worse in my dreams. While I'm awake I can usually control it to some degree, but in my dreams I've completely lost it.
The doctor said it might be temporal epilepsy, which can have psychotic symptoms, but the tests they would have to do to check would be so invasive it really wasn't worth it. I've also tossed around the idea of being possessed, but that sounds a little melodramatic. I've never crawled across the ceiling or anything like that. The best explanation I can come up with is that I constantly draw in energy from my surroundings (severe empathy and all) until it builds up and explodes. I'm doing my best to create shields and release the energy, and it happens a lot less than it used to, but it never fully goes away. It's annoying.
I think the fact that you left the bus would be a good sign..like you're breaking out of preconceived notions, and also perhaps realizing the transcendental nature of your body. Being in the sky usually represents freedom to me, so it's like you were stepping out into freedom? Blue almost always represents communication to me, but light blue reminds me of angelic presences.
Food usually means wisdom in my dreams. If you were eating food you consider to be unhealthy, perhaps you have taken in some information lately that is not particularly of use to your path of resonation? That would just be my interpretation.
Aaron, my "seizures" are recurring in both waking and sleeping. Usually I feel as if I am being invaded...I lose control of my body and my tongue. I've spoken in gobbledegook that people have said sounded like any number of languages. If I'm lucky I just convulse and grunt like a regular seizure, but there have been times I've gotten very violent, attacking my friends, trying to strangle myself and slamming my head into the floor. The entire time I'm fully aware of what I'm doing, but I can't stop...it's like being in the back seat of a car but you're not driving. I also get incredibly strong, though that could just be all the adrenaline that starts racing when that happens. As I said, it's usually much worse in my dreams. While I'm awake I can usually control it to some degree, but in my dreams I've completely lost it.
The doctor said it might be temporal epilepsy, which can have psychotic symptoms, but the tests they would have to do to check would be so invasive it really wasn't worth it. I've also tossed around the idea of being possessed, but that sounds a little melodramatic. I've never crawled across the ceiling or anything like that. The best explanation I can come up with is that I constantly draw in energy from my surroundings (severe empathy and all) until it builds up and explodes. I'm doing my best to create shields and release the energy, and it happens a lot less than it used to, but it never fully goes away. It's annoying.