anxiety & blockage

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Hi Lightworker,

I think that there is a larger feeling of rupture happening right now, as Aaron pointed out, (because it's 2011... time seems to be going by quickly). Like you, I have been going through a very hard time in my life since December and even more so since January. I was very exhausted and struggled for much of December, all of January and February; I grappled with moving back to the Midwest (I'm in the Pacific Northwest now and have been for 2.5 years), leaving my boyfriend of six years and generally not feeling as connected to the One Infinite Creator.

But I've come back to double my practice and my resolve to continue seeking and being of service to others. I've been reading more now through the Transcripts, particularly the Q'uo sessions and I find that they can be more accessible in terms of applying the LOO to daily life. I also found Carla's book Living the Law of One 101: The Choice to be very clear and concise.

Here's a great quote from the Q'uo Transcripts from February 4, 2007 http://www.llresearch.org/transcripts/is..._0204.aspx

Each of you has limitations that distract your mind from perfect awareness, perfect peace, and perfect focus. The distraction may be physical. It may be emotional. It may be buried in mental distortions inherited from other lifetimes or from periods earlier within this
lifetime when certain relationships of energies became entangled, so that there is a seeming difficulty in separating out the strands of being and doing.

For any entity within third density there is every expectation that you shall experience these limitations in an ongoing fashion; not necessarily continuously but nearly constantly, throughout your incarnation.

Take a moment to give thanks for these limitations and distractions. They move you by their creating in you discomfort and hunger. They keep you from being placid. And most of all they awaken you to the song of the bird, the rush of the wind, the glow of the stars, and the heat of the sun.

As the principe of Q'uo explains, being here in the third density, there is always going to be an ebb and flow. I think of it as constant energetic transformations, falling and rising...coming to newer levels of understanding until the end of our incarnations here. There are moments of darkness (and I have had many even since I found the LOO a few years ago), but these times can help us to rise to a more enlightened state, if we choose.

And again a quote from the same session with my emphasis in bold:

Dance all of your tunes, my friends, and dance them with all of your heart. The difference between the everyday and the magical is the difference between the entity who sees and hears no music and feels no desire to dance, and the entity who, hearing and seeing no music, and feeling no urge to dance, nevertheless rises up and invokes the dance.

There will always be entropy that will encourage you to stop and not go further today.There will always be inertia that encourages your wheels to grind to a halt. You can always say, as this instrument said earlier, “I am weary. I am exhausted.” Seek beneath those feelings for the will and the faith that is yours. Who are you? Ask and continue to ask. The answer is not half as important as the question

You're here, Lightworker. You're conscious and you're seeking. I really do believe that "All is well."

love and light,
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