Sexual energy transfer

[yossarian]

About a week ago, I actually tried this out of the blue without telling my girlfriend. She had 5 orgasms (from intercourse) and told me it was the best sex she had ever had. My technique was just to see the creator within her and then offer myself in whatever way that I am desired.

Afterwards she said she felt enlightened. Then I finally told her what I had done haha.

So "mission accomplished" I guess.

Congrats on the "accomplished mission", my brother, but details, it's all about the details!

I just decided I wanted to try sexual energy transfer, in this case just a radiation of myself and a conscious offering of myself to the creator. I went into a meditative state where I see the creator in everything, especially her eyes, to the point where when I looked into her eyes I didn't see her but I saw the creator.

We had regular missionary position sex. To me it was fine, not mind blowing, mostly normal.

When it was over she told me it was the best ever, in her entire life and that she had 5 orgasms. I quizzed her like, "You're kidding right? You're just exaggerating for effect?" and she was like "No, literally. That was the best sex I've ever had ever."

I asked her a lot of probing questions to figure out what was going on with her.

A bit later she said she felt "enlightened", like the world had taken on a different light and everything looked different to her.

It was cool making love to the One Infinite Creator -- it's something I probably couldn't have done a year ago due to sex-linked shame.

My girlfriend is not spiritual and doesn't know anything about anything spiritual, let alone Ra Material. I didn't tell her what was going on until like an hour afterwards because I wanted to collect objective data about her experience.

I guess my experience seems to indicate that my offering of myself, my energy, to the Creator within her, was felt and accepted by her leading to a heightened experience and energy transfer.

However, since SHE wasn't doing anything different, wasn't offering any more of herself than usual, I didn't really get any more energy from her than usual.

I didn't feel drained at all. I didn't feel different at all. I just felt normal. My only difference was the conscious meditative state and focusing on loving and seeing the creator.

P.S. Ankh, until this thread I always thought you were a guy