03-24-2011, 08:54 AM
Well, yossaarian and Derek, you tell similar stories (although Derek, you didn't go into the details, so I'll go ahead and make the assumption that what you did was same as yossarian so please correct me if I am wrong). What I understand from your experiencies is that you both saw your partner as the Creator, but you didn't experience anything perticular or special for yourselves. So why is that? Is that because you didn't open up completely and made yourselves vulnerable? You didn't see yourselves as the Creator? You only gave without opening up to the receiving part? RA explains that balance from the bisexual activity of sexual energy transfer is both giving and receiving of female/male energy. So was the problem for you not to feel anything perticular is that because you didn't allow yourselves to also receive, you only gave? Could you please think about it and write down your thoughts? These questions are important, I think, if one wants to follow this sexual energy transfer path to unite with The One.