03-24-2011, 02:47 PM
(03-24-2011, 12:51 PM)Derek ~ Wrote: It's depressing honestly, because I have been wanting to connect with someone on the highest of levels all my life. Even as a child I knew that's what I wanted. What I used to think was just unfortunate luck, I have come to realize that it has been my higher self steering me clear of relationships that will not achieve what I'm looking for. Because of my desire for harmony, in the past I have neglected to care for myself in certain instances. Though I am happy to say that this has changed.
Oh brother, I got tears in my eyes... That's the reason for this whole thread. I am seeking this and seem not to find it. Are we ever going to find it in this life, in these bodies, in the relationships? ...
@Monica, good points. I'll answer a bit later when I am recovered from Dereks post.