Enos, I'm sorry you are going through such a tough time.
More experienced members can chime in on the occult side of things, but have you had time to consider why this catalyst has come on your path? Other-selves are the greatest catalysts, and while you're in it, it's difficult to try and get perspective, because of the anxiety and emotions involved.
It's possible that this catalyst is reoccurring because you missed it at a previous junction, or didn't make use of it. Since it's your first post here, have you had time to read the Ra material in it's entirety? The 'bigger picture' can give a lot of perspective on these kind of 'traumatic' situations. It has for me at least.
What is your motivation for wanting to access information on your previous incarnations, with regard to the situation you are dealing with?
More experienced members can chime in on the occult side of things, but have you had time to consider why this catalyst has come on your path? Other-selves are the greatest catalysts, and while you're in it, it's difficult to try and get perspective, because of the anxiety and emotions involved.
It's possible that this catalyst is reoccurring because you missed it at a previous junction, or didn't make use of it. Since it's your first post here, have you had time to read the Ra material in it's entirety? The 'bigger picture' can give a lot of perspective on these kind of 'traumatic' situations. It has for me at least.
What is your motivation for wanting to access information on your previous incarnations, with regard to the situation you are dealing with?