06-18-2009, 06:56 PM
Interesting Thread topic.
I figured that addiction would be good to be controlled, so I been working on it. It is quite a hard process. I smoked the reef for 15 years and felt the need to stop so I did. It began to make me really moody, extremely paranoid, and really sleepy. Back in the day I used to be able to write really killer guitar riffs. Being sober these days, that inspiration can be hard to come by although it does work itself out. While high and trying to play drums that is just a mess. It would be really hard to keep a beat and in the band I play in, that stuff is really technical and sophisticated so being clouded is just not a good idea.
I really like the smell of the ganja, but its just something I evolved past you could say. I support it though.
Alcohol is strange. I just now realized its not that big a deal to me although I really do like socially drinking and the taste of beer as well as sake. Getting drunk is just something I cannot do anymore. I need to be healthly. I have a soon to be newborn daughter coming and thats important to me. I never had a father in my life so I want to provide that and be a good father. The possibilities are endless on how you can be a total scumbag individual and ruin the lives of others and I do not want that.
Its really crazy how its all wired in us to have addictions, I mean I really love food for example. The thing is though, that I am always freaking hungry.......ARRRGGHHH. This even led me to believe that I may have been asian in my past life because I really enjoy all forms of asian food more than anything else and have a strong the asian culture very much.
I could go off about this and I plan to do so even more, but jeez my work computer hates this forum for some reason hahaha.
I figured that addiction would be good to be controlled, so I been working on it. It is quite a hard process. I smoked the reef for 15 years and felt the need to stop so I did. It began to make me really moody, extremely paranoid, and really sleepy. Back in the day I used to be able to write really killer guitar riffs. Being sober these days, that inspiration can be hard to come by although it does work itself out. While high and trying to play drums that is just a mess. It would be really hard to keep a beat and in the band I play in, that stuff is really technical and sophisticated so being clouded is just not a good idea.
I really like the smell of the ganja, but its just something I evolved past you could say. I support it though.
Alcohol is strange. I just now realized its not that big a deal to me although I really do like socially drinking and the taste of beer as well as sake. Getting drunk is just something I cannot do anymore. I need to be healthly. I have a soon to be newborn daughter coming and thats important to me. I never had a father in my life so I want to provide that and be a good father. The possibilities are endless on how you can be a total scumbag individual and ruin the lives of others and I do not want that.
Its really crazy how its all wired in us to have addictions, I mean I really love food for example. The thing is though, that I am always freaking hungry.......ARRRGGHHH. This even led me to believe that I may have been asian in my past life because I really enjoy all forms of asian food more than anything else and have a strong the asian culture very much.
I could go off about this and I plan to do so even more, but jeez my work computer hates this forum for some reason hahaha.