2010.02.06 Surrendering to what exactly?

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They were asked to come. Nothing is understood in 3D. There are no mistakes. I am grateful for the dissemination.

By the way, Good Morning, Confused. :-)

Also if we consider infinity in relation to awareness we can see how all things do come into focus in the now.

i.e all the vortexes of probabilities that are explored.

We just happen to be the mass conscious history where Ra experiment fails.
From a linear time perspective

Only that in the full scoop, things failing loses meaning, it becomes exploration in certain state of mind/focus.

In infinity everything happens but also nothing does it defies all concepts.
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What i am trying to say ties into quantum physics and parallel realities, and it glues with Ra's vortex of probabilities (in the books)

30 years ago when asked about the "future" from time/space they would gaze in the vortexes of probability that particular frame(time focus) had, our present is a different future then that one already because of the variables.

That is how i understand experience in the 3d world it is not a fixed linear thing and it is also not the only reality with the only true earth there are endless probabilities of exploration coming and going from my particular perspective (focus as particular energy patterns)

That is also i conclude, because of the open endness nature of infinity every crevice is explored, the creation or distinction automatically creates opportunity for both STO and STS polarities one does not exist without the other in this particular octave, it is simply structured that way.

When the light of awareness shines it creates the shadows


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Now these are my words and understandings of duality in this particular frame and what helped me be at peace and not fighting this perspective.
I know i am not in sync with everything the Ra books say.
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When i mentioned surrender, i meant surrender to the unknown, to the unknowability of a definitive stance that causes movement and experience to occur.

This is what beginning and ending in mystery means to me, the true nature of reality and the games(experiences) that arise from this utter nothing/unknown.

I see/feel this in me, this utter emptiness void of all meaning that can be filled in turn with all meanings in awareness.