"I hope this isn't too abstract or too confusing. I've felt loneliness and homesickness for much of my time here. Until I accepted earth as home and humanity as tribe. Don't get me wrong. But if you don't have the same luck I believe it's because you're not making the same choice."
You're right, I am not making that choice, nor do I want to. Nothing about this place or our people make me feel like I am at home or in any real tribe. To me, I am in a version of reality that is unsettling and is filled with many, many fragmented tribes humankind. I gravitate to those small groups that I vibe with, and I create the peace and harmony that I can create within them.
You have to remember something...we are not gods on this planet. It doesn't matter if we are at one with all creation, or if you awaken to your true beingness here. On this planet at least, there are rules you cannot break. Even our altruistic friends from above cannot break these rules, and they are way ahead of us on EVERY level. Even if I knew how it could be done, and had all the means to do it, I would not be allowed to manifest tons of food for people in front of their eyes out of thin air.
The world I want to live in, and the life I want to live, require a completely different kind of reality, one that I am not able to fully describe. In order for me to be able to completely describe how it would work, I would need a more highly evolved mind/knowledge base. I only know how bits and pieces of it would work.
Remember also, what Ra said about the nature of third density. It is the quickest, most volatile density to experience for the soul. Whatever the next stages of spiritual evolution hold for us beyond this realm, they will be easier, and MUCH longer. Given that, which I like to believe is true, I feel like it is completely natural for me to want freedom from all this. Nevermind the whole wanderer thing or wherever I might have been in past lives, this place is crazy enough for someone who has lived a million lives on earth...and I want out, lol.
-Jamal
You're right, I am not making that choice, nor do I want to. Nothing about this place or our people make me feel like I am at home or in any real tribe. To me, I am in a version of reality that is unsettling and is filled with many, many fragmented tribes humankind. I gravitate to those small groups that I vibe with, and I create the peace and harmony that I can create within them.
You have to remember something...we are not gods on this planet. It doesn't matter if we are at one with all creation, or if you awaken to your true beingness here. On this planet at least, there are rules you cannot break. Even our altruistic friends from above cannot break these rules, and they are way ahead of us on EVERY level. Even if I knew how it could be done, and had all the means to do it, I would not be allowed to manifest tons of food for people in front of their eyes out of thin air.
The world I want to live in, and the life I want to live, require a completely different kind of reality, one that I am not able to fully describe. In order for me to be able to completely describe how it would work, I would need a more highly evolved mind/knowledge base. I only know how bits and pieces of it would work.
Remember also, what Ra said about the nature of third density. It is the quickest, most volatile density to experience for the soul. Whatever the next stages of spiritual evolution hold for us beyond this realm, they will be easier, and MUCH longer. Given that, which I like to believe is true, I feel like it is completely natural for me to want freedom from all this. Nevermind the whole wanderer thing or wherever I might have been in past lives, this place is crazy enough for someone who has lived a million lives on earth...and I want out, lol.
-Jamal