04-20-2011, 07:06 PM
(04-20-2011, 06:40 PM)Azrael Wrote: A little more personally I have always been a dark, sorrowful natured person, with beginnings of "chronic depression" from the young age of 7, the end of my first physical cycle. I did not understand it as I do now for a long time, which is natural, and in high school I went through a gothic sort of phase and indulged in the study of suffering, torture, experimentation and exploitation. It fascinated me, in a way that would be difficult to place in any particular category of morals, it sickened me and intrigued me at the same time. However, above all it began to awaken compassion within me, in a way that I began to pity all those
We are on exactly the same wave in this particular area. Having myself described so accurately was a bit startling. There seems to be a small sub-group of wanderers who have this "dark" persona...not many, but I've met several others. Perhaps it is to show that darkness does not = evil or STS behavior. It is just another part of the light.
I remember writing an essay a few years back, just to get out the thoughts I was feeling at the time, and the last line of it was "The world needs voices, so speak up." Having a voice is a gift of infinite power. Spoken with true and pure belief, a whisper can move mountains.
Welcome to the forum!
I think you manipulate the English language quite well, btw.
