He Who Was Not

[Ankh]

Hello brother and welcome to the forum.

I've just read your story. Fascinating! Thank you for sharing.

I hope that you find this place interesting enough and decide to stay here for a while, even though most of us are probably from Confederation. As I told you in another thread I do believe that the Law of One teachings can only be taught by Confederation as Law of One sees all things as One, which is not the case with the “Empire” or whatever word you choose to use. But I would be glad if you could share your understanding and thoughts in more details if you don't mind to derail your own thread, as I am genuinely interested in your opinions.

I have never told that to any living soul except ahktu but maybe it is time for me to put all my cards on the table so to speak. If there is any truth to those perceptions I have about my past then I have “lost” a brother/lover/mate to STS. Considering billions of years in this octave it might have happened somewhere at some point. In fact, I would like to suggest – who had not “lost” brothers because of the choice, but don't remember it?

I have the perception that something happened (Harvest on some Earth where we were stationed probably?) and we got separated. Next time I met him was on "neutral ground". We've met on couple occasions, but it did not work out for either of us (made us to depolarize?). Therefore, despite my own extremely negative upbringing I still love and understand them. I do believe that they are our brothers and sisters and even dislike those very words, them/us. “Their” path is “our” path, and yet, unfortunately there exists a choice of taking one of those two paths.

I do not think that I have “dark” inclinations myself other than distortions coming from the love for my lost brother. That is why I dislike the choice and separation of paths so much. That is why I react very strongly when people seem to use the word STS as a curse. That is why I am so compassionate about Orion entities and STS. With that said it does not mean that I approve what they are doing. On contrary, during a self evoked experience with partially removed veil I found out that the group I am a part of is of Confederation. Therefore, I am a part of this indoctrination that you are speaking of. I find joy and love in this unity, of both my social memory complex and the Confederation. I have no intentions of choosing any other path than the path of my soulgroup which is a part of my very self definition. However, I am genuinely and very interested in your opinions, and think that they can add a dimension to our understandings.