When It Seems Hopeless

[alanea]

Thank you Confused, who really doesn't seem so confused at all. Well this is how it seems for me.
To me, the harvest, the new world, Jesus returning, the end of the world, whatever we want to call it, means that the light will shine brighter and brighter in every heart, for so long we have been lost from our connection to source, now is the time when we have to opportunity to turn the tide, for the whole world to turn towards light.

I never realized though that it would take so long! I see now that I have been working on this all these years while I tried to figure out what my mission was. It was tremendously challenging to lay down the negativity that I have inherited. I see now that I succeeded, not so much for myself, but in my youngest daughter.

I always told her when she wanted things and situations that I couldn’t give these to her always but she could always focus on and go in the direction of her dreams and she could reach them! This took hold, my husband and I just look at each other and smile so often when she whom we call, “Our Golden Girl.” Takes home the prizeAGAIN. If everyone in the room is allotted a lottery ticket, she will be the one to win. If there is a bingo, she yells it! If there is a locked door, it magically opens by some angel the moment Our Golden One arrives on the scene. That is just the way it is for her. She believes in and creates her own reality. She is a child of the new world.

When I was a child I was NEVER praised. My Mom told me once that she always was taught that to praise a child was to spoil a child and to make an over proud child. SO, you only heard about what you were doing wrong. One day I over heard my Mom and Dad talking about a meeting my Mom went to with one of my teachers, I was so surprised as I ease dropped to hear that this teacher praised me for something, my Mom was sharing it with my Dad, but they were not going to tell me! When the subject changed I went outside and went up into my tree where I sat and sat and dwelled and dwelled and held and held that piece of praise. It was so wonderful to me that somebody I looked up to thought I was good at something.


So, us humans we have gone from no praise to very much praise, to a child it makes a lot of difference. Progress, bridges, passports. No I am not always in Joy. But, I am leaning towards joy! It takes time for DNA to change! Yet, the atainment for joy I believe is coded in our DNA.