Do what works for you, Wolf. In my case, I stopped using the word God, which most people associate with a masculine pronoun, and replaced it with the Creator, just like you. Around these parts, I use the One.
The One is closest in English, in my mind, to linking with Infinity, and that includes me.
If I feel an urge to ask for help, I'll reach out to my close personal friend, Higher Self. I think Pray is an old-fashioned English word for Ask.
If I want to acknowledge my planet, I might think a few words, like "Thanks, Earth, for your tolerance and patience with us humans. I love you." That sentiment may go directly to Gaia or my HS might transfer it in the appropriate method.
I guess my first reaction to this would be to ask why you can't accept love, but that's for an in-person dialogue. So try to picture somebody else being loved purposely by you, and perceive that person's inner response.
Breaking down and crying is okay once in a while, of course, and maybe you can exhaust that urge. All day long, though, wouldn't be such a great idea.
The One is closest in English, in my mind, to linking with Infinity, and that includes me.
If I feel an urge to ask for help, I'll reach out to my close personal friend, Higher Self. I think Pray is an old-fashioned English word for Ask.
If I want to acknowledge my planet, I might think a few words, like "Thanks, Earth, for your tolerance and patience with us humans. I love you." That sentiment may go directly to Gaia or my HS might transfer it in the appropriate method.
(05-02-2011, 04:04 PM)Ankh Wrote: Oh, what do you feel when you feel like a Creator? I have problems with that, because I have blockage in the foundation of the self, orange nexi. So I am trying with love first, before I come to seeing myself as the Creator. I just started to notice how I unconsciously block love that is sent to me and that hurts. I was not aware of that fact until recently. So I am trying to open myself up, step by step, by accepting this love. If I open myself completely, then I can't function, I break down and cry. Can't do that all day long.
I guess my first reaction to this would be to ask why you can't accept love, but that's for an in-person dialogue. So try to picture somebody else being loved purposely by you, and perceive that person's inner response.
Breaking down and crying is okay once in a while, of course, and maybe you can exhaust that urge. All day long, though, wouldn't be such a great idea.
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