Acceptance and Will

[Spectrum]

You're welcome. I would take the above to simply mean that your worth is unaffected by outside opinion, and to be confident in your path and choices. I spoke earlier of expectations. We tend to know what is right for us, yet we get caught up in the expectations of others.

Here in 3d, adepts are unique and eccentric, many of who do not wish to participate in the surrounding madness. As the adept encounters difficulties in integrating the self, they will probably be ridiculed and misunderstood in their choices. They will probably get frustrated in the process and push others away, worrying only about self-happiness. They see no reason to justify their choices and the natural reaction is to lash out. A more balanced approach would be to work with the situation and provide a more clear understanding of why you're making the choices you so choose to.

In this way you're loving and both honest with others and yourself, instead of trying to hide anything about yourself.

Many of us who grow up existing intellectually and spiritually outside of the functioning paradigm, tend to shut out the external world and want nothing to do with it. Well this is self serving. We need to work with it.

This is a great post, Icaro. Something I read in Book 2 supports this:

The patterns of activation of an entity of high seniority will undoubtedly
move with some rapidity to the green-ray level which is the springboard to
primary blue. There is always some difficulty in penetrating blue primary
energy for it requires that which your people have in great paucity; that is,
honesty. Blue ray is the ray of free communication with self and with
otherself. Having accepted that an harvestable or nearly harvestable entity
will be working from this green-ray springboard one may then posit that the
experiences in the remainder of the incarnation will be focused upon
activation of the primary blue-ray of freely given communication, of indigo
ray, that of freely shared intelligent energy, and if possible, moving through
this gateway, the penetration of violet-ray intelligent infinity. This may be
seen to be manifested by a sense of the consecrate or hallowed nature of
everyday creations and activities.

Some of the life stories I'm familiar with of positive adepts, they often retreat for a while, sometimes a decade or so (if not longer), and then they go out into the world and share freely what they have learned without restraint or fear of judgement.