When You Feel You can No Longer Carry On

[Brittany]

You keep going anyway. At least, that's what I've always done. I'm perpetually suicidal, but the realization of what would happen if I ended it all keeps me from carrying out the action. I'd end up right back here, doing it all again, until I got the message. I'd rather scrape my way through the first time, even if it does feel like walking on razor blades.

(Meh...don't mind me. I'm being depressing. XP )