Finding Enlightenment

[Lorna]

my experience is similar to that of kychai

i would suggest that enlightenment is a bit of an abstract concept - i have no idea really what it is

i would explain my own experience as more of the unfurling of spiritual resonance from within, to me enlightenment feels exterior, my experience is that of gradual interior shifts till i feel that point of balance

i used to feel the urgency that you describe above, i don't any longer, but that transformation has been gradual and over a period of years