06-03-2011, 07:14 PM
I'm sort of the opposite...I'm afraid that when I die I'll regain my memories and find out I'm high 6D and it'll be like "well, time to go back to the Creator." I'm just not ready for that yet. There's still so many adventures I want to have. Just making it to 4th sounds so exciting...I guess I'm afraid I'll find out it's all already happened and all the hopes and dreams I had here were for nothing. Like everything that matters to me now will become insignificant. I guess that is selfish and silly, but I supposeI'm a wee bit afraid of my full potential. 