we all have a dark side. accepting and integrating it into our lives is a big part of the trip we are taking on this planet. learning to forgive myself for the parts of me i dont like is , quite honestly, a lifetimes work
and imo it begs an even larger question. is God evil. why do i ask this . if u believe in a god then u would have to believe that god has permitted this opposition of forces to exist, knowing the suffering and the pain that would come of it. couldnt an infinite god have come up with a less painful way for souls to develop than what has been created here on earth. and if god chose not to do this then perhaps he enjoys seeing the suffering of those he has created. now thats a really dark thought but a thought i would venture to say most of us have at least contemplated at some point in our existence.
and imo it begs an even larger question. is God evil. why do i ask this . if u believe in a god then u would have to believe that god has permitted this opposition of forces to exist, knowing the suffering and the pain that would come of it. couldnt an infinite god have come up with a less painful way for souls to develop than what has been created here on earth. and if god chose not to do this then perhaps he enjoys seeing the suffering of those he has created. now thats a really dark thought but a thought i would venture to say most of us have at least contemplated at some point in our existence.