is it a cop out to medicate?

[Oceania]

i'm struggling between two views. my mom's view is medicate, see a doctor, your brain is fawlty. then there's my spiritual side which is like you can't do that, that's a cop out, you should meditate, and resolve your issues consciously or spiritually... nag nag nag. what to do? i can't really meditate much in my situation anyway. and if i try in complete silence i end up falling asleep.

does meditation cure all? Ra keeps saying meditate huh?

also, do you think using beta-blockers is bad for the chakras?

i mean, we're supposed to achieve some stuff but i'm not looking to be an adept here. i dunno why i have to be such a basket case or what good it does.