06-12-2011, 02:59 PM
You are in a solipsist trap. Certainly at some point in the cosmos we are all one, however the One cannot be described as a singular personality, nor in terms of "I" or "myself". Have you explored all the possibilities of the universe? If you lose the attachment to your current body and self you'll see how narrow your experience really is right now. If you identify yourself as the universe discovering itself, perhaps that will make it more interesting? It seems you have gotten caught up in the ego of self, in that you identify all things with your current self, rather than identifying your self with all things, if you get what I mean. Really, what you feel restricted by is IDENTITY. You have overlain your current personality on to the world around you. You have claimed "ownership" by identifying everything as being an extension of you.
Being "confined" within the intelligent infinity is most definitely a self-restriction. How can there be any limitation within infinite? Indeed, this speaks to me in a manner that you are avoiding learning about yourself, that you don't want to acknowledge that YOU are also part of everything else, that you are not the center of attention. I don't think you quite grasp the nature of infinite, this world is such a miniscule, limited section of it. However, if you feel that you are ready to once again become a permanent part of the one (which I feel is the only way to "escape" experience within the one, if thats what you desire to do) then there are paths like Taoism which will guide you there. Indeed, it would seem to me this is the only way you could interact with anything "outside" of intelligent infinite, is by being that intelligent infinite.
Now, really, what I think you should be asking yourself, is if you somehow have no desire to learn anymore lessons about the universe, which is also your self, then for what possible purpose could you have wanted to incarnate? What is the point of you existing in a state where you can make identification such as this? Why did you choose to limit your perception in this manner? Does your loneliness truly stem from your perceived state or is it because you have worked yourself in to a state of rejection? Sounds like you've got some sibling rivalry with the other fragments.
Being "confined" within the intelligent infinity is most definitely a self-restriction. How can there be any limitation within infinite? Indeed, this speaks to me in a manner that you are avoiding learning about yourself, that you don't want to acknowledge that YOU are also part of everything else, that you are not the center of attention. I don't think you quite grasp the nature of infinite, this world is such a miniscule, limited section of it. However, if you feel that you are ready to once again become a permanent part of the one (which I feel is the only way to "escape" experience within the one, if thats what you desire to do) then there are paths like Taoism which will guide you there. Indeed, it would seem to me this is the only way you could interact with anything "outside" of intelligent infinite, is by being that intelligent infinite.
Now, really, what I think you should be asking yourself, is if you somehow have no desire to learn anymore lessons about the universe, which is also your self, then for what possible purpose could you have wanted to incarnate? What is the point of you existing in a state where you can make identification such as this? Why did you choose to limit your perception in this manner? Does your loneliness truly stem from your perceived state or is it because you have worked yourself in to a state of rejection? Sounds like you've got some sibling rivalry with the other fragments.