06-22-2011, 02:46 PM
AH, it is simply an allusion to my flexible persona in that I see my personality as being quite dynamic and not particularly static. I realize that at every moment I have the choice of what kind of personality I would like to express, and that I can infinitely warp it, as well as my external appearance, to turn myself in to literally any human I would like. I am a Virgo, being mutable Earth, notable by adaptability, however I can add other elements to this Earth to alter the state of my personality. Of course, there is a state which I feel is most suitable to my current life conditions and the language, concepts and personality I use reflect the function I express through myself, but this is simply in the manner of playing the part. This relates to Death since Death as a concept is really just an expression of transition, the death of personality and so I experience the death of my personality every day, every moment, I am dead and born anew. Thus I am never caught up in the moment past or the moment ahead, I am at all times transitioning through the One moment, changing an infinite number of faces, emotions and personalities all summing down to the simple expression and demeanor which is the tip of the iceberg. What comes from me is very carefuly and precisely chosen, every word I speak is considered so that I may realize their transience, that ultimately I am an arbiter of change in the system by interacting my own pattern with the greater pattern.