2012

[Eddie]

yeah like have some fun.

Once a man has tasted the ecstatic connection to all of Creation that pervades higher vibrational levels, 3rd Density becomes even more laborious; by comparison, life at this level is like swimming upstream against a flow of mud (or even lava). Intellectually, I know that this is where the most progress may be made, but the perceived separation from the Angels is torture. Often I find myself filled with emptiness, grasping for the untenable. Sometimes the knowledge of what lies beyond is all that keeps me going. Most of those activities that once brought me pleasure, are now shadows, diaphanous, misty.

I know that I have come here for a reason, but i feel the need for a long, long vacation back home.