He Who Was Not

[Unbound]

AAAHHHHH, I had a huge post in the works and I accidentally closed it.

-sigh- Well, here we go again...

First of, excellent post, it's good to see some in depth examination!

I agree with your examination of the Dark Side's perception of Unity, and of course will note that "multiple unities" is naturally an oxymoron, that all is One, but I will say, what is the body without the cells that comprise it?

Now to try and recollect my long-winded explanation of my birth situation, so frustrating!

So basically, my birth situation more or less outlines the entire "plan" of my life. The purpose of the period of blindness was in fact a microcosm to the greater blindness I have experienced in my life. I'll break it down to show you exactly what I mean by that. My physical birth was September 13th, 1989 at 4:44am. Since it is the way in which I can explain archetypes best, numerology is my method of examination. I have two brothers, making us 3 brothers together. My older brother and I are 3 years, 3 days and 3 hours apart, exactly (He was born 1:44am). This produces the number 9 for my "time place", and then 12 to mean the unison of my place with my brothers'. We are all very interconnected. These numbers are heavily repeated for me, 3, 9 and 12. September is associated with 9, the archetype, which reveals my own "source" of personality, a "post-completion". I am a Virgo, but the numbers involved with my Zodiac are too complicated to go through just now. Anyways, my birthdate is 13, which reveals the typal, or detailed, extension of my personality from the source. 13 is a number of special significance to me since it describes my function. The greater functional concept is that of Death/Transformation, which is a fundamental principle that my whole personality/being is structured on. These numbers combined, the One and the Trinity, reveal the Earth, 4. So that is to say my functional ability in this reality is that of the "Revelation of the Death/Transformation of the Earth". Perhaps some may find it shocking that I say so, but I am a Harvester, I have come in this time specifically to be a guide through this time of Transformation. In particular I was called because of my deep understandings of emotional pain, a huge difficulty for many in this time. This number also denotes a 12 + 1, showing that I have come from outside of this Zodiacal System, but I have been here before. The number 1989 culminates in 27, Duality reaching for Unity, and this describes my life "scheme" or the greater pattern within which I am working. 27 is a lunar number, signifying Light in the Darkness, it represents Divine Light (This gives some interesting facts on 27 http://www.ridingthebeast.com/numbers/nu27.php). This scheme will lead me further to the number 9, my beginning point, I will return through the same gate from which I appeared, although this time it will not be alone. My time of birth, 4:44am is a direct relation to the "time state" I was born in, that is, harmonious cyclic time, related to 12, which culminates in 3 showing my root in the Trinity.

Now, to put this in scope of my blindness. If you are to look at my total period of birth, it covers 12 months. 9 months in the womb, and 3 months blind in mental gestation. As I was saying about this being microcosmic, the body goes through 7 year cycles. I was born from the 9, and blind for 3 more cycles. I am 21 now, and in this past year, since my birthday, my "greater blindness" has been lifted. This is evidenced in a little story. My older brother, after I was born, would day after day move a rattle in front of my face to try and get me to see. I would react to the sound, but I could not see the reality. Finally after months, after I had been so fascinated with the sound but did not see the reality it was attached to I broke in to vision. In this day, this has given me an immense gratitude for my natural gifts and the capacities of my senses, yet at the time my vision was a new blind. With the appearance of my vision I had forgotten about the beauty of the sound, being dazzled by the visible light. Now, this translates to exactly where I am now. For a long time I have only noticed the surrounding effects of reality, I was not properly comprehending the unified nature of all its parts. In the past 6 months so many things have been revealed to me, I have realized my purpose, much of my true self and my perception. Just as in the past, after 3 cycles my blindness is being lifted, but this time I won't forget what was there before. The story describes how I was always aware of a greater reality but without focus I was not properly seeing it, I could not put it down to substance, I was only experiencing it indirectly. Now, I see that which is directly before me, which has always been in front of me, and I truly appreciate it.

As for the Lord's Prayer, now that I think about it my Oma had some particular prayer we would use but I don't recall it being the Lord's Prayer. However you're welcome to present your theory with the liturgy, I would probably comprehend it.

The phenomenon I've always been interested in producing has primary been visual, that is to make the invisible visible. Materialization, in short. This has been one of my ultimate goals, and I strongly believe it is very possible and I may even have the appropriate techniques to do it. However, such phenomenon takes an immense amount of focus, energy and precision of imagination and I simply have not honed myself to that degree yet. Such a thing would be natural in 4th density, but here in 3rd it is at the fringes of probabilities. Simply, it is a matter of creating a form for the principles you wish to materialize, down to the atomic structure (chemicals used, geometry of molecules which is actually more important than the individual elements used) and then a condensation, or "precipitation" of the Astral Light (the infinite energy contained within every single point of existence) in to the mentally organized form. The key here is INTENSITY of the focus, which comes from self-confidence, firm beliefs, and absolute faith in one's workings. This is why magic is so variable and why many people are not successful, because both the intensity and the purity of the intention is the absolute factor when influencing physical phenomenon. This is why magicians train for years in particular fashions, because they are honing their ability to precisely CREATE thoughtforms. Ra even describes this process in the construction of the Giza pyramid, in that the design was developed in 4D and then "dropped down" in to 3D.

I also agree with your conception of the "gothic" culture in modern society. Indeed, it reveals more than anything the stagnancy of the societal state. For me, I actually just liked the colour black, was fascinated by death and fantasy and really my "goth"ness was more of a "I'm comfortable like this" than being any sort of attempt at counter-culture. I continued to wear nothing but black until only the past couple years.

I mean this site is Confederation oriented because it is focused on the LOO teachings of Ra, whom is a Confederation entity. I was simply meaning that this site is not of the Orion group, nor any other galactic collection.

That is interesting about your drug experiences, I have actually not tried ayahuasca yet but I have a feeling it will come in its down time. I know what you mean by the feeling of insanity, that was how my first LSD trip went and I had experienced a profound ego death. The next time around I recognized the "insanity" to be rather more like "knowing", I simply... knew. That was my awakening as a wanderer, one of my initiations.

I replied to that thread pertaining to the Blue/Green rays and Sixth density.

Ah, yes, healing must always begin with the self because by healing the self you enable the ability to incite others to heal themselves. Afterall, there is no cure than is not derived from the self. A healer does nothing but gives one the confidence and framework to heal themselves. The problem is the solution, as my friend has taken to saying lately.

I am also a warrior and in fact that area of expertise is a particular reason I was called to this place. It must be remembered that conflict does not end with 4D, there is still battle on that plane. Part of purpose here is to train new Guardians of the Light.

I will certainly check out that thread and see what you have said and theorized and do what I can to offer my own conceptions.

Alas, no, I would not think we would have realized that by now, because then this Now would have no point!

Thanks for this responding post, I appreciate the interest, love and light, blessings, adonai.

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Your concept of Akhenaten I feel is quite accurate. This resonates with me in a deeply personal way. One of my lessons in this life has been to be firm, but not too much so. To be direct and assertive, but not controlling and commanding. I have a strong belief that Akhenaten is a very close incarnation to me, and the associations have brought me a lot of insight. What you say about Akhenaten learning the Law of One and trying to force it upon the population is indeed a distortion of the individual. However, in my scope, it is the mistake which leads to the lesson in my life. Were it not for that happening then the rest of history up to this point could not have and I would be with a incomplete sense of myself. Imagine that, that all those events "happened" for the sake of us being able to observe, examine and reflect upon in this current Now.

Or maybe I'm thinking about it the wrong way, perhaps these events are still happening since all time is simultaneous. Perhaps through realizing the flaws in Akhenaten's approach and thus ultimately in my own I will be able to correct the method and this time around the distortion that was created will finally be harmonized across time. Ah, the interplays of timestreams and lives is as the most wonderful, intricate tapestry.