Is meditation a STS act?

[zenmaster]

" - these things are the 'yellow ray' condition. At some point, if this catalyst is used, the individual recognizes that from which it developed and either learns to exploit and intensify this same power for control and domination. Or accept others in this drama as same as self, as necessarily being on the same ontological level, coming from same place and going to same place."

Why is it that the STS expression seems to be easier? Is it that it has a more tangible result, or do I just see it easier?

I'm no good at it, mind you, but whenI am backed in a corner, so to speak, I go total STS even when I try to calm my red faced anger. I don't know if what I do is even advanced STS enough to say it is yellow Ray sts. Honestly, I go back to my thesis- I don't even think I have a properly activated yellow ray, thus there is no way I am harvestable.

I think what you are talking about is balancing, rather than activation. STS has a conscious overview of shared catalyst and would use this to control or to dominate. This is quite different than one's spontaneous emotional response - an unpolarized unconscious reaction - in the face of catalyst.

Here it is as if we can only work on small pieces of the over-all soul at any one time. Catalyst is quite circumstantial. We program dispositions and biases to help us to confront just those aspect we need to integrate or learn from, in order to balance. In the grand scheme, there may be a high-degree of polarization - the sum of the rays may equate to harvestability. But these customized catalysts will tend to throw our attention towards their message - and they can keep us focused on the lower chakras and emotional needs which are guaranteed to remain until acknowledged and accepted - even into 4D, 5D, and 6D. What we find particularly compelling, important, desirable should be investigated thoroughly as these indicate those aspects of ourselves we have set up for exploration.

Even if we are harvestable, that does not necessarily mean the end of 3D investigation - especially for the wanderer.